pardon me, i'm being desperate

tis sat, 23rd may to be exact, i'm going to be 27 (i've warned u). when most of my friends happily planning on which osh kosh's dress they shud be getting for their 7 months 'ol daughter, i will spent my thought on this brown leather jacket from mng. will i look good in that?. what dya think?.

ps: yes, i would be nice if you bought me the jacket :P

audrey tautou: she's a darling...

insignificant

my mak been babysit last few weekends. for free. yup. it's her way of friendly gesture to our neighbours as she hates attending any get-around/meeting they've organized. not a smart decision i say. so my days off are generously filled with screaming/running kids. ssoooo not a fan.

i can't help but hate 'em. the kids not the days off. they are like screaming/knocking things/swearing around the clock. for a 6 years ol, they sure do swear a lot.

i mean watsup with kids these day. do they suffered from work stress or just being greatly affected by the economy?. surely their parents didn't teach them to speak in such manner. they're too busy to even talk. yelah, takkan hr sabtu pun nak soh org jg anak dia kan. mustila sibuk gile babs g keje.

i always love kids. i'm good with them. kan?. but slowly yet surely its all gonna changed. i think i'm scared of them.

p/s: kris, i'm so with u baby!

adakah?

betullah aku sdg depres. balik dari kerja aku mengamuk dan merajuk. peel fresh orange yg 1.8 l dah habis. tggl kotak je dalam fridge. br segelas aku minum. semalam.

lepas mandi, mesti ke 7-e. beli 3 kotak peel fresh. aku nak mabuk oren mlm ni.

depres.

depresi. cheeseburger. air putih.

aku agak depresi. aku sgt menanti peluang kerja yg baru. kerjaan aku sekarang sgt menggunakan kudrat. apalah sgt kudrat dr aku yg bersaiz 's' ini. aku jg takut jika kapal itu gagal sampai ke london. atas dasar aku tidak perform dalam kerja-kerja aku. menjadi 'somebody' tidaklah sehebat ekspetasiku. aku lebih suka idea menjadi seorg kerani.don't get me wrong. kerani same penting dan hebat seperti yg lain. cume tugas itu tidak memerah otakku hingga kering. aku suka dimarah jika kesalahanku nilainya cume sehelai a4 berbanding USD 20 mil. depres kan?

pagi tadi aku makan cheeseburger dan vanilla coke utk breakfast. kalut. aku selalu abaikan apa yg aku kunyah. sabtu lepas aku habiskan hampir $50 utk keju. sandwich/omlette/burger, semua perlukan keju. hari2 aku minum teh tarik, ketagih ke?. bukan sebab aku dah tua, tp serious teh tarik kat cafe mmg ummphh.. tp lepas tgk biggest loser, aku jd insaf. jd aku beli buah, mangga/berries/kiwi. tp haram aku sentuh.

aku janji, aku akan habiskan buah2 tu minggu ni. aku juga akan habiskan 2l air putih setiap hari. doakan aku. dapat kerja baru dan tak buang buah2 tu.. jg sehat2 selalu.

kau rase aku depresi ke?

"Mankind Is No Island" by Jason van Genderen

i walk by you today. i did not look away.

in the mood for love....

my busy week has come to an end. now i'm in the mood of being in the mood. thinking of splurging most of my RM on crabtree & evelyn. got to have the mother's day offer and having another excuses not to socialized yet another week. bliss.