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.. tsk tsk ..

2009-11-21T15:15:00.002+08:00

moving out. this place is better off w/o me. anes kate blog aku mcm gampang. muahahahahahahaha. which is nothing but the truth. well, click this twice.

silently LOUD

wish me luck.

i'm serious. freakin serious.

2009-11-20T20:24:00.003+08:00

i know. i know. i still can't figure out how to enable the comment feature. what the hell. and the layout is a tad too out there for me. just bear w/ me. semi mid-life crisis.

i'm a self-confessed stalker. i might know you better than you expected. fret not. i mean no harm. profile/photo browsing and blog hopping definitely do me good. i become who i am today. desperately trying to be the one and only. to be uniquely me. hahahahahaha. laugh. vain. kan anes?

i'm trying to write something serious act. being my first attempt, i failed miserably. i envy you. so young yet so loud. you make a statement as you utter your words. tsk. tsk. aik, td kate nak jd uniquely me. whatever.

wish me luck. to have the comment block again. so we can converse virtually. and because i love you all so much;

abie
riri
anes
azra

the small bunch of this blog groupie. awwwwwww.

taking a bull by the horns

2009-11-17T17:26:00.002+08:00

i took a cab to work today. it cost me $8.30 for my first kilometer. well, that's taking a bull by the horns i say.

accidentally in love

2009-11-16T12:23:00.003+08:00

last night, i had an accident, don't worry i'm ok. but my car hasn't been so lucky. and i doesn't really have any intention to cite how i ended up w/ smashed fender and broken tyre. i've got no interest in doing so. cos what hit me harder is the fact that i've fall in love w/ the same man all over again. and it's all because of the accident.

you see, i was so devastated by the accident, apart from the fact that it was due to one ignorance jerk on a motorbike, it occurred right in the middle of my busiest week. w/ all the pending assignments and plan i've made, this is something i really can't handle. but, here i am running around making police report and all, when the due date for my assignment is act. tomorrow (i'm taking emergency leave today).

i need my car. i can't afford to keep it in the workshop waiting for the insurance to pay for it. and this very part over here is when i think i've fall in love.

right after the accident, he sent me home and told me not to worry much. and that is all i can do last nite, worrying.

but w/o me knowing, he went to his boss place, sell off some of his work (do i need to explain this?), borrowed some cash from his colleague and agreed to do some odd job (house painting & help w/ packing as they are relocating) so that we can afford to pay the repair job. how do i know this? well he came by to my house soaking wet and showed me the cash he managed to get. and w/ some skill of black mailing, he told me where the money came from.

and on that very moment all i can do was looked at him in the eye and smile. we didn't say a word but somehow we know for sure we always got each other's back. cheeessyyyy aight?. but what the hell. i love you basit and will always do.

OMG. THE FIRST TAG. HOLD YOUR BREATH!

2009-11-15T11:59:00.002+08:00

i never been tagged before. this is my first time. thanks to anies. so please understand my excitement. pardon my long & elaborate answer. i'm excited!. i am.

1. Siapa orang yang kau teringin nak tampar?
seriously, my auntie. but she's not worth it so i'm gonna stick to Aznil Nawawi. slapped!

2. Siapa kau nak jadi Sugar Daddy kau. Bagi sorang je, wajib Malaysian.
Tony Fernandes. apart from being the most coolest boss ever (he's my ex-boss mind you) don't you find his english nowadays somewhat HOT?

3. Siapa manusia paling annoying kau pernah jumpa? Siapa orang paling famous kau pernah jumpa? Siapakah orang paling vain kau pernah jumpa?
ANNOYING - Aznil
FAMOUS - Mahathir
VAIN - Me

4. Apa yang kau paling harapkan dari pasangan kau?
not to stress out unnecessarily

5. Kau penah kentut dalam lif?
for coz!. gile ke tak penah.

6. Makanan paling jijik kau pernah makan?
sardine cap ayam. don't get me wrong, i love sardine. esp kalau mkn ngan roti canai. tp ia adalah ngeri. ikan tu tak siang sgt. w/ all the guts still attached, masuk dlm tin. sealed. rebus/masak dlm tin. all the chemical reaction involved sampai tulang dia jd sgt lembut. what on earth can turn bones into jelly? and how can you tell the red liquid is really a ketchup?. tp sedapkan sambal sardin?

7. Rancangan Tv paling bodoh kau pernah tengok?
those sketch shows on astro ceria. tak kelaka weh. kesian.

8. Kalau terperangkap dlm jem, pastu rasa terkencing, apa kau akan buat?
kepit dan kepit dan kepit lagi.

9. Kau stalk hp or email kekasih kau tak atau share paswed fb/email?
penah la. dulu. hahahaha. sekarang pon. tp stalk jek. sebab aku mmg stalker. kalau jumpa something yg mengarut confront jek terus. oh, never shared password kecuali ngan anies sbb soh dia jage kebun.

10. Kalau jumpa kucing kena langgar kete dah speruh mati kaki putus sume, kau buat ape?
oh, susah dowh soalan ni. aku tak tau nak buat ape. nangis pelan2 agar tidak ketara. doa bnyk2. tidakkkkkk. pass. tak nak jawab.

11. Apa perasaan kau bile tengok cermin sorang2?
hari ni nak makan nasi lemak sotong ke nasi ayam bonton?

12. Kalau kau jumpa gambar wanita bogel yang kau kenali (selain dari artis mahupun pelakon porn) dalam pc bf kau, apa kau buat?
i hate speculation so aku akan terus confront jek. kalau reasonable/acceptable, aku akan ada something utk diungkit sepanjang hayat. but come to think about it, i probably dumped him.

13. Apa kau buat kalau kawan kau asyik mengadu benda yang sama berbulan2?Pastu orang nasihat taknak dgr.
depends. selalunye nasihat aku org denga. hahahahahahaha. no lah. i'm bad at giving advice. i tends to tell u what u want to hear. and if u decided to bother me over the same issue for months, be my guess. i found that amusing.

14. kalau nampak kawan ade taik idung nak terkeluar, atau ade 2 helai bulu hidung yg terlebih pjg terkeluar dr idung, bgtau direct ke, tarik tepi dan bisik ke, gelakkan ngan org lain ke atau buat tatau?
buat tatau. conflict avoidance. and because i hate awkwardness.

15. Hantu dari filem mana kau paling takut?
4bia - hantu dlm flight tu. tgk la weh. tgk la.

the day i decided to join power step

2009-11-13T10:17:00.003+08:00

it's been a while since my last trip to the gym. ok tipu. i've only been to the gym twice, once when i accompanied basit and that was a year ago and the second trip happen just last week. right after terry make a nasty comment about my yucky tummy.

'hey, pegi power step tau, tgk perut you tu, tak cantik'

as offended as i am, tyiana tagged along. being late, all the best spots were taken (in the middle, hidden from peering eye of people & where it's ok to be sux) so we ended up being upfront. hehehehehe, instructor perasan terus sound,

'for those who just join, maybe you can placed yourself where you can observed other better'

soh dok belakang la tu kan. ces. i managed to have a spot in between 2 aunties yg bersungguh2 nak tunjuk diaorg adalah frequent in the class.

lil bit bout the class. it was held in the corner of the gym right in front of the big mirror. everyone need to take their own step board (is that what you called 'em?) from the equipment area and placed yourself somewhere appropriate in front of the gigantic mirror. somewhere behind in my case.

the instructor, mutha (i hope i got your name right) is one hot lady. a good motivator. she'll giving out instructions & teach us why are we doing all that jumping and stretching. and she sure know how to make us suffer.

the first step was a breeze. come on, like step up and down and make some movement w/ your hand to make it conveniently graceful. but how wrong i was, the moment mutha asked us to switch step from right to left. i was like 'WOOOO, HOLD ON' and lost. standing quietly trying to figure out which left was she's talking about?.

and mutha added more movement and managed to make it looked ridiculously impossible to do. half an hour later, i was struggling to catch my breath. while it's ok to give up (mutha said so but in more forgiving way. 'don't push yourself ok'), i just can't stop. why? because those two aunties showed no sign of deteriorating & boy they sure know how to work it out bebeh. i've pulled it off to the last step & just too freaking tired to stay for abs workout.

tyiana & i left early. spent more time in the shower than in the gym itself. long hot shower & we good to go. mcm ringan mcm tu. sihat jek. next week datang lagi kan babe.

guess where i was 5 minutes after that?. having a big plate of roti telur w/ plate of nasi lemak ayam. sigh.... sorry terry...

you're nasty!!!

2009-11-10T12:37:00.003+08:00

i sweat like a pig. and i sweat easily.

just when i thought i should do something about it;

"you're filthy, why are you sweating like that?" - basit

huh, thank GOD for this amazing metabolism. i'm very much determined to let my sweat as they way it is.

back in track or not?

2009-11-05T10:32:00.002+08:00

just when i thought the sun will shine once again, a beautiful make up session after every fight, hearing i love you before saying good bye....

maxis sent me a reminder. i'm about to reach my credit limit. dang!

.. i refused ..

2009-11-01T11:27:00.002+08:00

i'm not a good advisor. believed me. i just tell you what you want to hear. if that makes me good. i'm guilty as charged. well that's what i'm trying to convey.

because when you try seek for guidance, people tends to tell you what they heard from others. or from the drama they watched over the tube. 'money is not everything'. try to say that to yourself when you have $ 2.35 in your account and 20 days to go before your pay day.

thus, i refused to ask for advice. i'll just posted it on my status and let the comment comes in. where in many cases, it rarely happens.

when you are ready and the world don't

2009-10-27T12:41:00.003+08:00

sat, 24th oct. 2009

meeting up w/ girlfriend, tyiana. having a blast watching pole dancing finale at neo lounge. a lady. 49 year ol'. clad in bra & panty, blown everyone away w/ her erotic dance on the pole. her abs?. to die for. wonder how do i look like when i'm 50?

sun, 25th oct. 2009

preparing for gothic partay. painted my nail black. bought yet another black top. went to watch 'Inglorious Basterd' @ pavillion. 8.00 pm. a call from my dad. my mom fainted. HBP. she's fine but need to consume this big white pills every 4 hours. pity her. that pill's surely gigantic.

no gothic partay. and i look freakin' idiot dressing up at the hospital lobby.

p/s: i'm not ready. please wait for me. and anies, i luv u girl. happy birthday. mmuahhhs.

lost in connection.......

2009-10-20T17:30:00.002+08:00

babe,

i'm barred by maxis from making any calls or replying any sms.

i'm also seriously broke as a result of celebrating eid 'modestly'. that's act. the profound reason of my silence.

i'm flattered by your concern over my absence online or over the wire. i didn't know/ever imagine some one will miss me when i'm gone.

the only mode of communication i have in mind is telephatic. i've called everyone but no one's answering.

i shall get back on my feet soon. very soon as payroll has been forwarded to bank as i type/speak.

thank you for your sms. you really made my day.

shikin

aku dan kamera tidak sebulu mahupun sepupu. bikin panas jek time raya2 ni.

2009-09-28T12:31:00.003+08:00

ya ampun, kalau2 korang dah muntah darah bace entry pasal raya. biasela, kate hari raya... blog pon mood raya la. tp usah kawatir, aku cobe membebel pasal kamera aku. cis. jahanam.

kerusi ini jadi hak milik tetap Gooding. NO ONE EVER SIT ON THIS CHAIR EVER AGAIN.

taon ni, haram sekepeng gambo pon ta'dek. padahal, kamera jek ada 3. penat tahu pakai kebaya biru ngan corak leopard yg garang serta kain hitam terbelah sampai lutut. mak, abah, angah, abo, naja ngan mamat pon pakai bj biru. though each of us carry a different shades of blue tp still kodi gile pasal sedondon. oh, cerita pasal kamera.

pagi2 raye mesti bz kan. nak mkn same2. nak salam2. kena rush g umah basit lg. pastu g umah auntie, uncle, opah, nenek. wah... mcm sehari jek raye, nak settlekan sume2 hari tu gak. gile gamaknye anak2 en. asari ni. tp pasal plan second day nak tgk wayang ngan karaoke, kami tekad.

bile selesai kekalutan pagi raya, baru kecoh nak amek gambar. harusla kebaya dah kudut2, bau kepam, baju melayu dah kena rendang, samping dah jd tudung, kain dah bukak pakai short jek. bole ke amek gamba cenggitu?. rimas...

masuk second day, dah hr casual la. herem pakai baju kebangsaan. sume belagak raya kat los angeles. lebeh2 lagi adik aku yg last. baru jek amek course graphic, keyco pakai bj topman. stylo katenye. hoh, beli baju pon pakai duit abah. ramai gile org dtg pagi tu. bile dah malam, pegi karaoke plak. lepas gian, bulan pose tak pegi. tak menghormati kaedahnye. raye2 ni sgt cobe menjadi liar. james morrison's the pieces won't fit anymore aku bantai sampai 2 kali.

raya ke tiga, kena rush balik johor. uncle din's father in law meninggal. tok ajis. sweet and simple chinese guy. al- fatihah.

raya keempat. penat. tido. emergency leave. migrane. no picture please.

apekah raya tanpa kamera?. walaupon sadis tidak dpt bergamba mcm kawen2 ngan basit. aku redha. kerana raya ni, aku berjaya membuat chocolate chip yg habes first day raya (thanks to martha stewart) dan baked my first cheese cake yg juga licin dgn pantas (recipe by tyiana)

oreo cheese cake. i wish i add more cream cheese.

chocolate chip cookies. add in sour cream. larzarts u olls.

menyambut syawal tahun ini dengan kesederhanaan

2009-09-14T15:22:00.002+08:00

kalau tanye kan, mesti org sebok jawab 'ala, taun ni sambut raya ala kadar jek'. hoh, tipu tahu. baju sampai 20 persalinan, kasut 18 pasang, langsir tuka, sofa 3 set, tv baru. ntah kat mane ala kadar nye tu ntah. so tahun ini aku sgt berazam nak menjadikan 'kesederhanaan' itu satu kenyataan, bukan sekadar ayat cliche menjawab soalan. lo & behold;

baju raya - serius baju tahun lepas. kurung modern kale hitam yg aku pakai mase g syat's wedding

kasut raya - python printed escada. beli kat klcc mase tgh cr kotak utk HSE. escada la sgt.

handbag - tak moh

aksesori - tak moh

biskut raya - 2 jar of choc chip + cornflakes + oreo cheese cake - baked sendiri.

langsir raya - mix & matched last year punye ngan kain sheer kale cream.

karpet - tika buluh kat masjid india.

duit raye - mak, abah ngan adik2 dapat same amount as last year. budak2 dtg umah - 50 sen sorang.

lauk raye - tak bole decide pasal mak handle department ni. nak daging dendeng tau mak.

kereta - cuci dan minyak full tank.

aku sebenarnye sgt rindu raya yg tujuannya adalah happy2 ngan family aku... selalu sgt raya focus kat barang2 menagarut yg tak payah tuka tu. (walaupun sebenanye budget tahun ni adalah kecil (sgt kecil) dr tahun lepas). tp point aku tu berasas. so doakan aku berjaya beraya dengan sederhana dengan mereka2 yg aku sayang.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA... MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN... KESALAHAN/KEKURANGAN/KELEBIHAN & KEKURENG ASAMAN...

gambar ni amek ngan officemate mase 050909 kat studio dinarshad, plaza regalia, subang

2009-09-08T13:32:00.003+08:00

woot.. woot.. farah bill @ 050909

2009-09-07T11:22:00.010+08:00

the 7 of us (me & basit: rir, zuf & emms: alif & leo: anes & imaginary kapel) had our buka puasa at farah bill cafe@ ttdi plaza last sat.

the cafe was easy to spot thanks to its gigantic 'Farah Bill' signboard. come early and u'll find parking session is such a breeze or else you need to park inside plaza ttdi as this place is surrounded by bar & hang out place which surely be congested by nite...

the interior was superb... personally i love the couch and how they decorate the cafe... feel very homey... service pon sgtla friendly... the owner, Azura does frequent checking on us, asking whether the food is good, or any help that she can offer.. fyi, thinking of all the ridiculous things to ask, i asked for room temperature plain water... getis...

we having a blast, esp. me... it's been a while since i have a good laugh with riri & anes... oh, alif & leo announced their enggagement there too... tergezut but equally happy for 'em... hahahahahahaha... mcm jeles pon ade gak... apsal ek?, aku dah tunang gak...

" Congratulation Alif & Leo...... Happy engaged to each other"

basit surely enjoy the food. bnyk gak dia makan... ktorg mkn sket jek... somehow, i love the small range of food they've offer... banyak2 pon, dapat mkn siket jek, pasal dah kenyang.... favourite pick will surely be the coffee... not that $12.OO kind of coffee, it's act. mcm kopi hang tuah... serious layan...

all and all, makan kat mane2 pon as long as u got the right company... everything else just fall into places... thanks korang... terbaeekk...

once done with dining and chatting, anes, basit and i decided to have a round of pool/snooker... hehe, tak baik tau bulan ramadhan ni lepak2 main snooker... tp anes kate kalau tak minum tak pe... hik hik hik... minum tea o ice limau bole ke anes?...

serious anes kalah kan basit... in all those 4 games. she beats me once tp sgt closed lah, both of us trying to hit the black ball... tp anes gak menang... rimas mak... REMATCH!!!!

p/s: iolls happy uolls... hik hik hik...

l makan & everything in between l

2009-09-07T10:00:00.007+08:00

bile kite komen2 pasal org kan, selalunya kite yg terlebeh2 buat... hehehehe, kan aku ade post statement pasal belagak dlm blog/facebook/twitter... pastu, kawan2 ku yg kusayangi telah menyedarkan aku bahawe aku terlalu kerap membuat statement pasal newfield... huh, sorry dear... musti korang dah muntah2 darah denga aku cite pasal newfield kan?... mcm lah aku sorang jerk yg keje... ampunkan aku... aku jakun... maklumlah, kompeni seblom ni sume mcm @#$%^& (puase, tak bole swearing).. so dapat kompeni up sket, aku jd kodi.. kodishek bachan (nama ni aness kasik)....

alkesahnye, since koya ckp aku takde bontot, aku sgt gigih menambah lemak2 badan (which is like 9 years ago)... tp selalunye gagal... pakai selua pon saiz 24... ala sedih kan?.. series tak 'baaeekkk'... mase keje dulu2 pon, gaji ciput jek... click2 kat maybank2u dah abes... gile... kat newfield bukanlah gaji bagak pon, tp keje kat sini, aku jd part time food tester... tak kesah la occasion ape pon, hatta nak cite pasal gossip, we do it over lunch/dinner... hahahaha, haruss mek tambah berat nok... skrg aku dah 47 kg tahu... wah, kagum bukan?... hik hik

ni nasik goreng harge RM 40. makan kat carcosa. series tak sedap. hoh

ni grilled salmon makan kat chinoz on the park. mkn ngan timun weh, bole?

ni french onion soup. kat chinoz gak. tak sedap dowh. ke aku kodi tak pandai makan?. adakah?

tp ini adalah feveret aku... mkn ikan bakar + sup tulang + kangkung belacan @ kedai mek (belakang masjid/carwash kat kg. dato' keramat)... larzat dah hebats... carcosa ke chinoz ke,sume bole pegi jahanam... hoh!

ni sup ekor kot. masam + pedas + savoury. heaven :p

rumahku ramai org....

2009-08-27T09:59:00.003+08:00

starting from the 3rd ramadhan, my uncle and his family of four has joined my family for berbuka puasa... series sesi berbuka puasa kami sgt meriah... aku dan keluargaku yg seramai 7 +1 (penghuni misteri) *u know who i'm talking about... pakcik ku + 3... well, freakin' 12 people been cramped into one tiny flat... keyco gilesh... esp. my 5 year ol cousin yg br belajar nak puasa, let's call him adik...

ada satu hr tu, adik nangis nak minum milo... tak tahan kot nak puase... mak aku try pujuk dia, tp dia plak yg pujuk mak aku blk... dia ckp nak minum milo sekali jek, pastu sambung blk puase... bole?... ces. aku pon nak gak camtu, tp lepas minum 3 gelas milo ice ngan nasi lemak sambal sotong la... pastu aku sambung la blk puase...

kaum lelaki di rumah ku juge ada tabiat merapu yg series tak kelaka... blk keje jek, sampai dpn pintu diorg azan... 'ok, ok, dah bole buka'... hoh?... diorg ingat suare diorg yg ketara tak bertajwid tu bole menipu ktorg ke?... bukan sorang ok, tp sume lelaki2 yg blk keje kat rumah aku mesti nak azan dulu seblom masuk rumah...

oh, semalam kak linda (cousin ku dr johor) dtg ngan anaknye ija... she might stay for a week... hihihi.. tambah lg 2... wah... meriah kan?...

in short, aku sgt happy ngan ramadhan this year... & really looking forward to spent time with my beloved frens... next week maybe... nak buke ngan riri, zufri n anes... hahahaha, yup i have a very small circle of frens... love it that way, but thinking of expanding it to the current hottest group of newfield... woot, woot, woot..

and speaking of newfield, aku berazam nak pergi sume buffet ramadhan yg di-organized... so far aku dah agreed to 2 invitations, kat Mandarin ngan Royale Chulan... oleh itu you should be expecting me to put on some weight this year... nowadays i'm a big fan of meeting over lunch... that was before ramadhan, so now i'm channeling my new favourite past time to free buffet fiasco...

p/s: i wish all the fat has gone to certain part of my body instead of happily gathered around my tummy... sigh... eh, SIGH...

aku dan puasaku....

2009-08-25T09:09:00.003+08:00

dah 4 hr aku tak dapat menikmati kehebatan berbuka dgn baik. my throat is killing me, kalau nak telan makanan tibe2 jek rase mcm tebakar cenggitu... so hr isnin, pagi2 lagi dah ke twin tower medical centre...

doc: baguslakan, dah le puase, tak bole makan lagi... mesti kurus...

oh, itukah komen seorg doc?... doc juga cakap aku kena serangan virus... tp doc, sy tak demam atau flu... adakah serangan flu/demam sesuatu yg mustahil?... doc ckp, biasela, nak demam mmg mcm tu... pelik la, dah 3 hr sakit tekak demam tak dtg2 pon... (ya allah, sesungguhnya aku tak nak demam)... tp argue lebeh2 pon dia still seorg doc. tidakla dia berubah menjadi kerani atau jururawat yg keypochi di kaunter hadapan itu...

jururawat yg keypochi di kaunter hadapan itu: bulan2 pose ni, ramaila plak yg sakit kan. alasan...

keypochi kan?

aku pulang ke opis dgn hampa... kenapa aku sakit tekak eh?...

shayna: kau dehydrate la, so suhu badan naik... tekak kau kering, sensitive la...

oh shayna, kenapala kau tak jd doc? aku sgt happy ngan jawapan itu. tiada yg pelik mengenai tekak ku... aku cuma dehydrate... hik hik hik...

hr ini, tekak ku masih sakit bila aku makan. so, aku cuma bole minum air dan mkn tepong pelita yg lazat (ada kat param seri rampai, budak2 lelaki satu team jual, sebelah kedai jual nasi bungkus). sepanjang 3 hr tekakku perit, aku tidak dapat berbuka dengan;

ikan bakar - juadah hr pertama
roasted chicken w/black pepper - juadah hr kedua
chilli crab - juadah hr ketiga

aku redha dan yakin, aku tidak dijangkiti H1N1...

p/s: kalau beli mask tu kan, design yg mane buat aku nampak cool/hebats?

hoh? belagak sial...

2009-08-19T12:41:00.002+08:00

aku admit kadang2 aku gunakan blog dan facebook sbg salah satu (satu2nya) medium untuk aku brag/belagak 'bout something. kan aku selalu nak keyco pasal ofis aku yg best la, br makan kat certain2 tempat la, br beli kemere harge 8 juta la, laptop br la... eh adeke?...

well to a certain level, sume itu bole diterima akal... yelah, blog/facebook kite, suke atila nak tulis ape kan... kalau kau tak suke, jgn bace... tp sebagai followers/silent reader (hik hik hik) perkara2 itu sgt menduga kesabaran... most of the time kite tak nak tau pon ape yg berlaku every single second in your boring little life, but if you keep on updating it in facebook, harussla ia memenuhi wall yg sudah sedia overcrowded itu... oh, pelissss...

sometimes it was very obvious yg org2 itu nak belagak pasal dia merungut naik pangkat, tension ngan ofismate pasal you are boss's pet, post gambar laptop baru dr segenap angle... siap bgtau harge lg... rungsing pasal gaji bnyk tp tak tau nak beli ape... seriously wadefak la kan...

i believe i speak for many-many friends of mine out there who had enuf of unnecessary info of your newly found obsession, belagak dalam blog/facebook... get a new hobby!... though aku pon guilty as charge tp sekali sekalls tak pe kan kawan2?....

hahahahaha, eh korang dah tengok tak kasut salvatore ferragamo ngan tods yg br aku beli last week, ingat nak kasi org la pasal kale tak compliment my legs.... giteww....

p/s: together now, 'OH, PELISSSSS'

aku denga lagu ni hari2 for two weeks straight... gilo

2009-08-14T16:50:00.001+08:00

Masih Cinta......

Kotak – Masih Cinta

Tik tik tik waktu berdetik
Tak mungkin bisa kuhentikan
Maumu jadi mauku
Pahit pun itu ku tersenyum

Kamu tak tahu rasanya hatiku
Saat berhadapan kamu

Tik tik tik air mataku
Biar terjatuh dalam hati
Mauku tak penting lagi
Biar kubuat bahagiamu

Kamu tak tahu rasanya hatiku
Saat berhadapan kamu
Kamu tak bisa bayangkan rasanya
Jadi diriku yang masih cinta

Kamu tak tahu hancurnya hatiku
Saat berhadapan kamu
Kamu tak bisa bayangkan rasanya
Jadi diriku yang masih cinta

mazda RX8 for daun

2009-08-12T10:22:00.003+08:00

daun,

ni kite on the go nak g makan bebols daging kat ikea.. kite takde plat no. pasal kite cool.. tu jauh kat belakang, polis tgh kejar.. harussssla tak bole kan... kete kau ni ada turbo.. pastu klua api kat ekzos... kale blueish giteww pasal nak jd mcm bat mobile... kete audi aku basit pinjam...

hoh, kite cool dr girl yg suke naik kancil tu... budus..

ikhlas,

bunga

"never been basited"

2009-08-10T18:44:00.006+08:00

serious aku tiru title Gossip Girls... 'never been marcused' - season 2 episode 2... hahahaha, bajet cool... well, since ada nama basit, harusla aku nak cite pasal basit kan... layankan je la korang eh (aku sgt yakin blog aku ada 3 org reader saje, namely riri, anes dan azra. so i'm allowed to use 'korang')

basit was name after Sheikh Abdul Basit 'Abd us-Samad (1920-1988) (عبد الباسط عبد الصمد), who was a renowned Egyptian Qari.
he is half malay & half punjab.
kalau dia shave misai and janggut yg bersepah tu, serious muka dia mcm nenek dia... sgt jambu
dia sgt obses menonton wayang and very fussy about it. no kids, no crowd, must be seated in the middle, large ice lemon tea, no talking, no handphone. the luxury of home i can say, so we always ended up watching the movie in cinema located in the middle of nowhere.
he has a large collection of dvd. more than thousand. nak tgk cite ape? just bgtau jek. sure ade.*oppss sorry no foreign (non-english la) movie yet
he loves picking his nose while driving. only while driving. and please, mesti korek hidung dr depan sebab kate basit kalau korek hidung dr tepi nanti lubang hidung akan jadi besar. hoh?
he's inpired to be a fashion police and one of his earlier case was, of course me. not that he's good in fashion pon, perasan jek lebeh. suke jerit 'fashion crime! fashion crime!'. gilo.
suke makan ulam2 yang tak pernah aku denga namenye. ntah2 tak wujud kot. saje saiko aku. kerdas, selom, eh ke salem?, kaduk, cekur... ape ntah lg... mcm name kg kat perak jek....
he took about 1 hour to get ready and i swear he wore perfume to sleep.
he likes to add 'n' to make some words sound more italian or spanish or even french. versance, salvatoren ferraganmo, and mmmmm, oh bon jon (bonjour)... bole?
greatly affected by those scary pix they put up on the cigarette packs
thinks he look superb wearing his hair samurai style. u have no idea what samurai style is?. no one does.

so, that's more or less who basit is all about. not interested. too bad, korang dah bace sampai abes pon...

p/s: daun selom la, salem tu rokok yg pompuan suke isap tu.

01.08.09 - emma turning one!

2009-08-03T12:49:00.003+08:00

what a day. i seriously enjoyed my self last sat. and for that, i can never thank basit enough for being such a sweetheart, temankan aku shopping 3 hr berturut2. beli ingredients, crk party stuff and belikan hadiah emma. he even pusing satu kl, nak cr perfect party hat for the birthday girl. * naseb baek dia tak beli tiara kat sinma, $ 99.00 ok. hoh, dah le kodiness gile.

i guess my spaghetti & roasted chicken turn out just fine. eh, ye ke ri?, lu tak komen ape2 pon. tapi aku telah hancurkan dapur riri yg besar itu dgn hebatnye. sorry babe. feel free utk menyumpah sikit2. aku paham. tp anes, kau mmg... mujur aku ada skill menyimpan kefreak-outan yg baik. aku senyap jek masak sorang2. oopss, pipi tolong and riri busy siapkan emma * pipi ckp alasan jek, which i feel a bit true, hehehehehe. but, but, no worries, aku tak kesah pon pasal kalau korang tolong, mungkin hasil masakan aku akan kureng lazats.... *kodi gile ok

emma sgt cantik pakai laura ashley's dress. truly babe, cantik bj tu. forgive me for my initial reaction before you showed me the 'laura ashley' tag. she's a beautiful girl, she can carry herself well in any dress. emma the gorge.

lastly, adalah selingan semasa party itu berlangsung.

emma throws up and maybe pasal dia mkn bnyk benda. cupcakes, nasi goreng, sirap selaseh. sian emma, dia nangis sampai merah hidung (which matched her white/red dress perfectly)
aku ngan anes jek blom kawen. so utk mengubat kedukaan (keboringan to be exact), ktorg kutuk sume org dan gelak kuat2.
basit tiup almost 100 ballons dan diserang migrane shortly after that.
riri buat cincau yg sgt refreshing pasal aritu panas dan dia boh vanilla essence dalam cincau tu. cesss
nama boyfriend pipi 'puting' or utin for short
girls crowd borak pasal anak masing2 yg mengantuk dan boys crowd borak pasal sape yg plg banyak kenal orang politik. kodiness again
riri buat guest book yg sgt cool. aku suka
errr, kawan riri sorang tu sgt bising, emma nangis kalau nampak dia which make me hate her a lot.
rugi anes blk awal pasal aku dapat minum milo 3 kotak. sebenanye utk kanak2 riang yg dtg tp riri lupe nak served. bole?.
aku berangkat pukul 6.sempat tolong kemas sikit2 jek (angkat pinggan g dapur, sgt sedikit pertolongan itu ok). tp tersangkut kat federal sampai kul 8. serious memandu sambil tido.

ri, aku rase kite tak feel sgt makan kan?. dapat makan sikit2 jek. nanti kite buat pre-ramadhan fiesta nak. * ni idea keji anes. kite2 jek. jgn ajak kawan kau eh.

p/s: sekeping gamba pon tak snap. tension aku. takde bukti nak belagak. cess...

ape kes?

2009-07-30T13:09:00.006+08:00

nape tompok mati eh?

ape kes? datang pagi jek dah bantai karipap ngan kuih apam ngan a mug of hot coffee. takde la lari2 ke, buat tekan tubi ke, teros ngadap laptop... type.type.reply.reply.forward.forward.forward.delete.delete...

pastu meeting plak. makan lg. karipap besar ngan inti kentang and hard boiled egg. sedap ok. so makan 2. doughnut yg sgt padat dan dilimpahi ngan gula. another 2 cups of coffee. borak2.makan.borak2. makan... buatla senaman seket. duduk/bangun kat kerusi. tp a/cond sejuk gile. mampos la nak peloh2 kan.

abes meeting kul 12.00, makan popia basah ngan plain water. kesihatan babe. tp lupa plak, shayna dah beli nasi lemak la... cane?. bangun g pantry. buat macchiato satu. makan ngan nasi lemak sejuk beku. (rhyme la. woot woot). habes plak tu. shayna pon join gak, tp esok dia nak g krabi. kena jaga perut pasal dia dah beli bathing suit yg super poyo. eleh, habes gak makan nasi lemak.

makanya, perot aku sgt kehadapan dan mata aku sgt kebawah. buruk dowh. hahahaahahahahahaha.

p/s: esok beli brg2 utk masak. dan sabtu kena gerak pagi2 ke kj. aku diserang panic attack. (apsal ayat aku redundant?)

celebrating almas amelia first year and others

2009-07-27T12:37:00.011+08:00

of late, sgt bnyk assignment tertunggak... which is weird as i just started working here a month ago... sgt tak efficient kan?... *boss, if u're reading this, consider it as ur/mine reading/writing amusement eh...

my workstation juga seperti rumah setinggan, the best way to get rid of it is to set them on fire. and yes i have to read 'First Aid' ok, as i'm part of special task team for fire drill/emergency. hahahahaha, whatever it takes to be on service lift instead of walking 53 storeys down the stairs.

gareth had to scribble trying to stuffed (kind of crash course for dummies) what is exploration is all about to my drying brain... *dah lama tak memerah otak, so they tend to be a bit dry ...

fyi, gareth pernah cakap kat aku, 'that's why u're not engineer anymore' mase aku salah buat math calculation ngan dia. so, korang rase selepas terpaksa melukis untuk membuat penerangan, apa persepsi sebenar gareth terhadap diriku?. bekas engineer yg cute tp bongok? atau it's ok kalau tak jd engineer lg asalkan cute?. dilemma...

beralih topik, in mid of june, aku ke prince court melawat cousinku. she gave birth to her second child who is yet to be named till date. pak ngah aku sgt keyco pasal nama2 ni ok... siap ada meeting lg... aku turut terlibat dalam meeting itu dan series tidak mampu memberi apa2 cadangan kerana ahli panel yg laen adalh org2 tua (seleksi nama oleh mereka adalh sgt lame i.e. qistina/qirana/batrisya). tak happening langsung.

since my cousin's only 23 (ke 24 eh), she didn't give much damn 'bout her confinement period regulations (bole panggil regulation pulak kan?). gila budak ni. suke ati makan ape dan suka dok dalam aircond. as there are no limits what so ever to her medical claims (thanks to Petronas), she'd been staying there for almost 2 weeks. and to our surprise, she's been eating nenas and seafood and sambal belacan along that period. tgkla pon serving dia... sgt menyelerakan. on display are nasi goreng kg. + garden salad + acar nenas + kailan ikan masin + sambal belacan and seriously moist mud cake. sian awak kakak, sabar jela...

owh, bile nak cite pasal emma pulak kan. hehehehehe, as uolls might noticed, aku la insan yg sering disebut2 riri utk memasak di hari jadi emms... hehehehe nigella lawson (with appropiate amount of boobs)... for curious mind out there, here is list of menu for the emms's birthday celebration (list ni special utk anes @ daun yg sgt keyco psl menu);

seafood oleo w/spicy cream
roasted chicken w/black pepper sauce
roasted vege & potato
chinese fried rice and scrambled eggs (nasi goreng cina jek pon, hahahaha)
sirap selaseh & cincau (mood ramadhan) special request by mak emms

meriah kan uolls? rugi kan tak dtg. hahahahahaha. though i'm bit freak out pasal takut tak sempat nak masak semua perfectly, aku kena senyap je ok sebab riri telah berjaya mengambil alih peranan utk cuak/paranoid/freak. thanks babe.

ni emma & riri @ food court ikea on door gift hunting nite. can you believe that she's turning 1 this august 1? hik hik hik... i love emma, dia sgt sweet dan baik... serious... rugi korang tak kenal emma... berbaloi tayar kena clamped... hahahahahahahaha.... *babe, mintak izin segala mcm nak tulis panjang2 kan?... aleh2 ciput jek...

bahasa jiwe bangse

2009-07-17T08:03:00.004+08:00

hehehehehe, takpe ke aku cite pasal kekurengan family aku sendiri? tp cite2 ni fun babe. utk gumbira2 la... bukan utk nak downgrade kan sape2.. hahaha mcm disclaimer pulak.

ok.ok. kite start ngan bapak aku. abah seorg yg sgt humble but excited to learn what my generation is all about. so waktu zaman2 kite tgh hit ngan in-line skate, abah belikan adik aku roller blade. cun, kaler purple satu, kaler itam satu. abah panggil benda alah tu 'SEPATU BERODA'.

cantik tak sepatu beroda ku?

aku ingat abah jek mcm tu, rupenye adik aku pon terjebak gak. biasela, anak bongsukan... sume bende nak soh mak aku belikan termasukla pakaian2 dalam kan. one day, dia nak pergi date kot. tp keyco carik mak aku. deodorant dia dah kering. huh, problem2. dia ckp 'mak, mamat punye PENGGELEK KETIAK dah abes.'

puan-puan, mula2 gelekkan ke atas dan kemudian kekiri sedikit

last sekals mak aku, tp tak bole nak gelak lebeh2. derhaka namanya. mak aku orang banjar johor. so, dia still sgt semangat banjar dan bangga ngan keturunan dia la. tp dia juga sgt suka berbahasa inggeris, org bandar la konon. dia suka improvised pronounciation kalau lidah dia ala2 tak bole sebut. These two are my all time favourite.

kaunter - koanter
charger - charzer

I have a really fun family didn't I?... and for that I love them to bits. cheers!

aku jadi che'gu

2009-07-14T17:43:00.002+08:00

ni aku ajar shayna camne nak tulis blog. gile dia tak tau. hahahahahaha.

ok babe, dah paham?

shayna: Dah che'gu...(sambil angguk kepala)

bagus...

saya tak tensi lagi....

2009-07-13T09:08:00.006+08:00

this month been a quite weird month as my outlook & desk been overflowed by piles of resume. yup, there are 14 openings in my company ('my' being the worker obviously not the owner) so all this resume fiasco is kind of expected.

splitting the workload between me & shayna (my tall & hot colleague) *hoh, babe. did i sound gay?*, i've got to screen and log half of the position available (14/2 = 7 positions ok anak2). it's a living hell i tell you. mula2 buat ala-ala carte je lakan. bace siket2, ada experience siket2, qualification ok, terus gi forward kat mereka yang mengambil berat (to those who concerned). tp harapan kena revert balik la kan.

'shikin, please forward those who have experienced with oil & gas and PSC management only'

'err, i did forward you those who meet your reqirement. how much experience are we talking here?'

'at least 10 years'

'hoh, okies' (harusla yg experience 2-3 taun pun aku forward gak)

maka, pemburuan (hoh?) utk mencari yg terbaik pun bermula. sgt la menagih kederat aku utk membaca resume satu-persatu ok. lgpun everyone deserved an equal consideration & attention kan?. *tolongla percaya ayat ku ini* tp resume yg mmg tak user friendly sesungguhnya akan diberikan perhatian yg ala2 sajek ok. mungkin aku akan menyenaraikan ciri2 resume yg baaeeekk di kemudian hari. in case, ada yg interested.

first 2 days tu gagah la jugak kan nak belek satu-satu. masuk 3rd day harus malas nak layan. fyi, per day we received 100++ resume. hence per hour i must at least screen 20 resume. gila babs. nak dijadikan cerita, aku tak tensi langsung menjalankan amanah ini. why you may ask? *anggap jelah korang bertanye*

sebabnye, aku jumpe satu resume yg sgt menghiburkan, but i can only excerpt the content jelakan. P&C peeps. ok here we go.

OWN VEHICLE: None and do not have the finances to purchase my own car

Reason for leaving: On 21/6/06 Mr. Tan told me he would not pay me because I keep secrets from him and would not teach him how to use his computer. He said I have bad character, bad teamwork and he finds it difficult to work with me.

Reason for leaving: On turning up to work on 28/12/04 Mr. Tan asked me why I came to work. I said I didn’t know. He then paid me in cash before terminating me.

Reason for leaving: Resigned because advance could not be given and the instruction to do so from my father.

Reason for leaving: Resigned because Mr. Tan was finding it difficult to find the money to pay me and he said I was not working properly.

Reason for leaving: Resigned to look for other employment as I wasn’t very useful.

how weird that he kept on working for Mr. Tan years after years even Mr. Tan obviously doesn't have any love for him. i very much enjoyed the decent honesty. hahahahaha, sgt jahat ok. anyways, you know how to contact me for elaborate details. till then, enjoy. owh, i never condone badmouthing people but sharing is always caring.

p/s: i'm going to cook for emms' birthday. sgt excited okies.

are you the 1000th visitor?

2009-07-03T11:58:00.001+08:00

please drop your name if you are. some price give away need to be done... cheers!

the weird bunch of us

2009-06-30T10:25:00.001+08:00

the french kiss lesson

2009-06-24T18:03:00.008+08:00

Last Sat, I had first aid training in Bukit Tinggi. Being a first timer, I can’t help but complaint of how unreachable the place was. Jauh gilosh.

The whole lots of us being teach on how to perform a CPR and had our good chance to smudge the dummy with our spit.

We eat a lot there;

9 am - breakfast
10 am – tea break
12.30 pm – lunch
4 pm – tea break

Dush, kenyang giler babs.

The best part is always the photo session. Here we are, having a blast. Owh, how obvious… aku sgt hitam… darn!

In between session, I snap a few photos just to prove that I’m actually gifted.

Lastly, I’m planning for a vacation in Bali. Makcik, yok kite pegi.

.........

2009-06-19T13:45:00.003+08:00

i'm wearing black and i'm good.

good bye blackie

2009-06-19T10:11:00.002+08:00

today, on a peaceful friday morning, i lost my kitten 'blackie' to a slight fever and skin infection. i have tried my hard to provide the best for him yet he's better off to somewhere that he will feel no more pain. i'm so sorry blackie and yes, i love you that much. bye bye blackie.

Blackie

March ~ June '09

becoming jane

2009-06-11T13:35:00.010+08:00

It’s has been a really-really tough weeks since I reached my 27th years of living. Where do I start?

Birthday celebration – Basit been a really sweetheart (yup, he can be sweet and charming sometimes, if u know what I mean). He actually wishes me Happy 22nd Birthday. Hohohoho. Sebaya ngan dia la pulak. And for the whole week, he took me for a fish frenzy treats. Big yeay since I’m a big fan. I have a favourite;
Fish & Salsa @ Cha Chams, Sri Rampai
Grilled Salmon @ Station 1, Sri Rampai
Salmon in Teriyaki Sauce @ Pepper Lunch, Pavillion – the best!

salmon in teriyaki @ pepper lunch

My grandma passed away – on 4th June she been admitted to HSA in JB and all of us heading back there the same nite. On a happier note, I was driving a S60 Volvo. The car is my uncle’s and it can hit 180km/h in no time. I need to drive back to KL the following day since my pshyco employer succeed in giving me the hard time taking emergency leave. On 6th, my grandma passed away in hospital due heart complication. Al-Fatihah. This time Basit accompanied me back to Johore.

can u see the speedometer?. that is exactly what i'm talking about.

I quit my job! – I took emergency leave and failed to inform my boss right away. Kate emergency leave kan?. The result is a few nasty phone calls and sms from his side. He was pretty upset since I left all the assignment w/o any updates to my colleague. Since I was obviously upset too, we exchange a few harsh words. Bullshit and fuck to named a few. Ganas ok. And finally I said/text him to be exact, ‘I QUIT THEN’. He replied back ‘OK, JUST PAY THE PENALTY AND RETURN ALL COMP. PROPERTIES (i.e. Med Card & Airport Tag). Huh, harapan la aku nak pulangkan balik kan. Lebih2 lagi bila penalty aku 3 months salary. Mampus…..

Surprisingly, I worked the next day – no, not at Air Asia X people… I received a phone call for an interview at Newfield on 4th. Since I’m in JB and have already quit my job, I arrange for the next day meeting. On 5th, I went to KLCC, 53rd Floor and after the interview session, they want me to start right away. Tuhan tau aku tak salah kan, so rezeki ada di mane2, bukan kat air asia x jek. It’s scary though thinking how I have made my reputation looks super bad in Air Asia X. I pray for the best and struggling to be in the happy thoughts this time being. Amin.

My new workplace – I can’t give away much except for how great it is to be here. Hehehehe. I had to get to 2 elevators to reach my office. First from mezzanine to 42nd floor and interchange at 42nd to 53rd floor. And I tell you peeps, it’s freakin’ cold up there (16 C), the only way to get heat up is going way down to the foyer in front of Suria KLCC. Tedious work for something I have been avoiding for last few months, heat. Oh, one more thing, I’ve finally work in Admin line. Yeay. I’ve been spelled it out to everyone esp. Riri (thanks eh makcik), how I want to be a clerk. And the icing on the cake is I only work for 4 and half day jek a week. Friday half day ok. Hahahahahaha.

Basit’s and The Proposal – we have been working very hard for our three projects (from Basit’s NuBreax comp.) since Jan ’09 to get a go from Prime Minister & DBKL. Last Monday, we received the approval and the next step as a money maker begins. Once the first cheque received aku belanja makan kat Station 1 yeh? Who’s in?.

pardon me, i'm being desperate

2009-05-21T00:20:00.004+08:00

tis sat, 23rd may to be exact, i'm going to be 27 (i've warned u). when most of my friends happily planning on which osh kosh's dress they shud be getting for their 7 months 'ol daughter, i will spent my thought on this brown leather jacket from mng. will i look good in that?. what dya think?.

ps: yes, i would be nice if you bought me the jacket :P

audrey tautou: she's a darling...

insignificant

2009-05-07T20:55:00.002+08:00

my mak been babysit last few weekends. for free. yup. it's her way of friendly gesture to our neighbours as she hates attending any get-around/meeting they've organized. not a smart decision i say. so my days off are generously filled with screaming/running kids. ssoooo not a fan.

i can't help but hate 'em. the kids not the days off. they are like screaming/knocking things/swearing around the clock. for a 6 years ol, they sure do swear a lot.

i mean watsup with kids these day. do they suffered from work stress or just being greatly affected by the economy?. surely their parents didn't teach them to speak in such manner. they're too busy to even talk. yelah, takkan hr sabtu pun nak soh org jg anak dia kan. mustila sibuk gile babs g keje.

i always love kids. i'm good with them. kan?. but slowly yet surely its all gonna changed. i think i'm scared of them.

p/s: kris, i'm so with u baby!

adakah?

2009-05-04T21:37:00.002+08:00

betullah aku sdg depres. balik dari kerja aku mengamuk dan merajuk. peel fresh orange yg 1.8 l dah habis. tggl kotak je dalam fridge. br segelas aku minum. semalam.

lepas mandi, mesti ke 7-e. beli 3 kotak peel fresh. aku nak mabuk oren mlm ni.

depres.

depresi. cheeseburger. air putih.

2009-05-04T14:34:00.003+08:00

aku agak depresi. aku sgt menanti peluang kerja yg baru. kerjaan aku sekarang sgt menggunakan kudrat. apalah sgt kudrat dr aku yg bersaiz 's' ini. aku jg takut jika kapal itu gagal sampai ke london. atas dasar aku tidak perform dalam kerja-kerja aku. menjadi 'somebody' tidaklah sehebat ekspetasiku. aku lebih suka idea menjadi seorg kerani.don't get me wrong. kerani same penting dan hebat seperti yg lain. cume tugas itu tidak memerah otakku hingga kering. aku suka dimarah jika kesalahanku nilainya cume sehelai a4 berbanding USD 20 mil. depres kan?

pagi tadi aku makan cheeseburger dan vanilla coke utk breakfast. kalut. aku selalu abaikan apa yg aku kunyah. sabtu lepas aku habiskan hampir $50 utk keju. sandwich/omlette/burger, semua perlukan keju. hari2 aku minum teh tarik, ketagih ke?. bukan sebab aku dah tua, tp serious teh tarik kat cafe mmg ummphh.. tp lepas tgk biggest loser, aku jd insaf. jd aku beli buah, mangga/berries/kiwi. tp haram aku sentuh.

aku janji, aku akan habiskan buah2 tu minggu ni. aku juga akan habiskan 2l air putih setiap hari. doakan aku. dapat kerja baru dan tak buang buah2 tu.. jg sehat2 selalu.

kau rase aku depresi ke?

"Mankind Is No Island" by Jason van Genderen

2009-05-04T14:09:00.002+08:00

i walk by you today. i did not look away.

in the mood for love....

2009-05-01T15:07:00.004+08:00

my busy week has come to an end. now i'm in the mood of being in the mood. thinking of splurging most of my RM on crabtree & evelyn. got to have the mother's day offer and having another excuses not to socialized yet another week. bliss.

o' oh...

2009-04-25T11:31:00.003+08:00

i've failed my test. should i run in circle screaming 'i'm doomed!'?. nah... should eat cheese burger instead...

transformation in motion

2009-04-24T10:37:00.003+08:00

perubahan selalunya adalah kearah kebaikan... makanya, on my day off (yesterday & today, thank u!), i spent it all on my pc, making all the changes i can do on this site and i do hope u like it... ada mcm feeling2 designer gitu... takde?... hahahahah... suke ati la....

are u calling me darling?

2009-04-23T14:26:00.005+08:00

i promised myself (and few of u) that i wont badmouth anyone in this blog again... alas,it won't change anything just because i wanted it to... hahahaha... mustila kan... so, there will be no more 'i hate u' stuff here... till next bitching session... woooopsss...

5 things i'd loved to hate...

2009-04-22T12:56:00.008+08:00

i know, i know... nobody really give a damn on a list of things that i loathe... but based on a fact that i also rarely put a thought on what u think, this post definitely get a go... (wah, mcm gangster kan?)

i hate any shows/movies/dramas/esp. song that had aznil on/in it. i hate the way he speak, u know it when somebody is trying too hard...
i also hate paula abdul... why does she clapped like a seal? and please paula, get straight to your point.. 'a genius doesn't exceed expectations, a genius shattered them'... yeah, but the point is?...
i hate motorcyclist. it's wrong to label all of them as psychedelic ignorant, but i got ramp into by a motorcyclist when my car wasn't even moving while he rode his motor facing backward on one way street.. it was my brand new car btw...
i hate my aunt for being so pathetic, spreading rumors bout my family, she even sms everyone right away after knowing somebody get into trouble.. 'berita terkini, angah lari dari rumah'... owh,please get a life... (i even dedicated one of the post for her, yup.. i hate you that much)
finally (really?)... i hate all the unnecessary drama in the office... it was so 1960... when all the women still clad in tight-ass kebaya and comparing whose got a sharper breast... yes, i've been promoted and no, not because boss likes me better... it's merely because i finished the A340 reports...

i shouldn't wasting my energy hating them when there's so much they can hate 'bout me... life is about knowing for a fact that no one's perfect and live with it... i realized that.. for sure... but what the heck?!... rasa sgt puas hati....

i heart susan boyle!

2009-04-19T21:03:00.005+08:00

i've just learnt 'bout her thru youtube (yes, i browsed youtube looking for rare talent, hihihihi) and i swear i cried when she started singing. owh, how can i be depressed after listening to her...

she's 47 years old english and one of this year 'Britain's Got Talent' contestant... this is where i found her and this is Susan Boyle :)

ladang sebenar...

2009-04-18T10:34:00.003+08:00

my internet connection has not been kind to me last few days, it has failed me far too often... hence, i kind of let go loads of grumps/comments i was constantly planning to put up in my blog... it does makes me uneasy i might say, unable to share all the nasty conversation i got caught in with the rest of the world... sigh... leaving that behind, let me tell u 'bout our recent form of interest. 'our' being me & basit...

real estate. hehehehe, probably by now some of u might have been familiar with the idea of basit's getting_rich_the_fast_way.. so it was really not a big surprise if real estate be one of it...

having almost no experience (once i've listen to group of men negotiated the price with the landlord :P), i agreed to help basit with the meetings, sites visit and hundreds of phone answering routines. it was really-really tiring. we were driving up & down kl, kajang, gombak, semenyih, hartamas (to name a few) and its obviously has been considered as my leisure activities on weekend. sedeh kan?

we had appointments been setup around the clock and yet, not a single piece of land/house/apartment is successfully sold. and did i mentioned, basit also help sells car too?...

rain/shine ?

2009-04-13T15:00:00.007+08:00

i remember, for a few days back, i was slowly yet desperately praying in the middle of ridiculous heat of midday sun that it will be raining whole day, everyday...

owh how it has smacked me back right on my nose... it was pouring yesterday, right in the middle of my Sunday F.R.I.E.N.D.S rerun.. and you probably noticed that rain and astro can't never co-exist in the same universe... there goes my perfect Sunday...

so later that nite i ended up having dinner at NZ.. it was still raining, soaking wet and cold, i ordered chicken wing (lazat i tell u) and thinking hard, maybe it wasn't a good idea to be outside now..

a tribute to adam lambert/intan zarina putri

2009-04-09T23:25:00.009+08:00

kui kui kui... riri, this one for you. since lu sgt chenta sama adam lambert, these are a few perspectives of him that might sparked your love a lil bit more....

adam: shirtless

adam: poyo/jambu

adam: adam?

p/s: he's an aries la beb... i knew it, aqua can't sing!

yup, i hate u that much...

2009-04-09T22:10:00.007+08:00

i refused to let any of my decision been shadowed by my emotion. i really don't want any of my doing as the outcome of my outraging hatred. but i just can't make a pass of this one.

"i just want u to know that i hate u and i don't even care if u hate me back. yup, i hate u that much."

p.s: don't come to my house bcoz i never be in yours. go away ! syoh, syoh.

rain/shine

2009-04-09T00:48:00.012+08:00

the weather has not been very forgiving lately. it's burning outside. how i wish it's raining every time i have to hike my way through the runway. i'm waking up everyday with a sore throat and all i can do is gargle on my great-great Listerine, hoping it will give those virus a very good lesson.

driving in my black proton doesn't provide much comfort/protection either. it's officially a portable oven and i was sweating like a pig.

please let it be rain tomorrow.

abah, selamat hari jadi !!

2009-04-08T13:35:00.002+08:00

hari ni 8 april, abah lahir 58 tahun lepas... wah, abah dah dekat 60 thn rupenye... tp serius abah tak nampak tua.. mungkin sebab abah cool jek... rambut abah pun hitam lg.... hahahaha, ayong harap bile ayong tua, ayong nak mcm abah... cool and young.... hahahah.. tak mau mcm mak...

anyway, happy birthday :).. hari ni mesti sume org sebok nak masak2 and for sure abah akan dapat sepasang baju br lg... tu je yg abah suke... enjoy ok abah...

the play on sunday

2009-04-06T23:05:00.002+08:00

life doesn't goes according to plan... well that's the beauty of it... to not knowing what is behind every door... yet i can see that coming... a major drama last sunday, at zufri & riri's house... this was the day i promised riri i will do all the cooking and she can have her few winks undisturbed... but that was maybe something too much to asked... i can't afford to brake this promise, no, after a bunch of broken ones i must made it even if i have to walk to kelana jaya... so, even after the biggest fight ever (all the yelling and screaming) i still insisted on going to riri's house despite all the consequences...

i feel sorry for all my dear friends (riri, zuri, alif, leo, anis and esp. emma) that they have to witness such the unnecessary outcomes due to my personal issue... but it was hell a damn good story to be told many years to come kan?... (at least alif will brag bout this for 2 weeks)

above all, it was a great lunch party for me (i have not been socializing for such a long time, so forgive me for feeling so great bout it :))... the lasagna wasn't that bad but if i had cooked the noodle properly (it was stick to one another) and get all the cheese i can afford, it should turns out better... and the pudding... owh the bread pudding... sorry riri... i felt soo bad bout the pudding... it was so cair, it should be called 'hot milk with bread and custard'... super failure... but i gotta give it an 'A -' for the taste and the sauce... next time we really should mixed the custard flour beforehand...

well, if i have the opportunity last sunday, this is what i really wanted u to know;

riri - you looked great, you have a fantastic emma and zufri... your house is in the way of becoming your dreaming pad (hahahaha, i wish).. i love your wedding album... sgt cantik and lovely and meriah... how i wished i was there... you looked fab on those photo (rozek is one hell of a photographer) :p.. and seriously you live your life as u wish... that is the most important part...

zufri - kau gemuk (hahahahahahaha)

alif - glad to know u r happy, and if u don't u know where to find me (facebook ok)...

leo - thanks for making alif happy... u r lovely and full of fun... nice to know u... :)

anis - it's awkward... but happy... it's happily awkward... aku rindu nak gelak kuat2 ngan kau sbenanye... next time maybe...

emma - owh... u r so precious... how lucky for ur parents to have u... perfect lil' angel.. i know what to get u now... XOXOXOXO

a voyage...

2009-03-31T20:59:00.000+08:00

everyday, going to workplace is a hard work... it's a 2 hours journey btw... and how do i get to lcct everyday? by a bus... driving will be too tiring and not to mention costly... here's what happen in between;

6:30 am - getting up and getting ready. i didn't need to give much thots of what to wear as everyday is casual day.... yeay!!! u no wat, even during olympic (august), tony ask everyone to wear sports attire to work... i've heard they r looking forward for swimsuit week... hahahah, u wish la... on normal day, jeans and appropriate top (t-shirt mcm casual sgt lak kan?) is good enuf.. and shoes, u can't go pass the airport security to apron area w/o shoes... so i always end up wearing my black converse everyday.. w/o fail..

7:15 am - drove to nearest lrt station with a higher chances of parking space (either kg. bharu or wangsa maju) and took a train to kl sentral. i love being part of daily commuters.. with the crowd and the morning rush... serius mcm dlm one of those movies... good place to observe human behaviour also... i've come across a bunch of japanese speaking malays (pelik kan?), an indian and chinese couple with their helplessly cute daughter, one handsome mat salleh with a gigantic backpack but i swear he smell like a dead dog.. and on few occasions a very-very smart lad in his power suit, a black berry and mont blanc briefcase... he smile a few times at me, but that's just how far it goes... sigh... i reached sentral bout half an hour later...

7:57 am - the only place i'll have my breakfast in the morning, mcdonald!!!!... only because they're the fastest as compared to others... 5 minutes and i'm good to go... sausage mcmuffin + hash brown + coffee (the perk!) for $4.60... should i have extra time to spare (it happen like once coz i'm forever late), i'll be surely headed to Warong Kita (level 1)... the best nasi lemak and tea tarik... fully equipped with my breakfast, i boarded sky bus (the red bus by air asia)...

8:05 am - the bus should be leaving the sentral by now... and as it makes its turn at little india, i'd be happily sipping my hot coffee... and i can't help but be grateful to the creator of the cup cover (cover with the slurping hole.. mmhmm.. it doesn't sound appropriate at all)... a spill-free experience... during my early days, once i tapau this hot milo in the 'conventional' styro cup with a uncool cover and get on board... due to the nature of the journey, most of the milo ended up on my blouse... and mind u, the milo is still smokin hot... as the journey will approximately take 1 hour (the bus speeding like crazy - 140 km/h), i will retired to my book (currently being 'The School of Charm & Beauty') or just listen to my mp3 player (Simon & Garfunkel 's The Sounds of Silence :))... sometimes others peculiar conversation will make my day... the most interesting one should be on which bikini to wear in phuket by a bunch of soft-spoken men.... i hold my laugh that my seat was visibly shaking..

9:06 am - reached lcct, pays $ 4.00 for my fare (half price for staff) and heading towards main terminal... air asia x head office is act. in main building and very2 unfortunate for me, engineering office is in apron area (aircraft maintenance area).. which is the white building in the middle of the runways... the other glitch of this part is the only way to get there is passing thru the airport security... :(... mcm nak check in flight jek... kena raba everytime u make an entrance or exit everyday is soooo not fun... and if u notice there is also a long-long walk to the aircraft (well in my case, the office)... being late, walk fast is a must... but hey, no punch card in air asia... just make sure u r not bump into ur boss la... kalau tak menjawab beb...

so that is how i got to work everyday... the journey back? owhs it was so liberating i can sums it up by this picture taken from a bus window while sitting next to a cute pilot... nuff said :)

food for thots

2009-03-29T18:39:00.000+08:00

'aku janji aku akan melalui hari isnin dengan perasaan sukaria'

28.03.09 - the dark hour

2009-03-28T21:31:00.000+08:00

today i believe we managed to convey a very very strong statement... malaysian can be united!!! :) hahahaha... moved by my own optimistic perception, i snapped a few photos... tho' gambar2 ini sgtla low quality as i only managed to find my phone in d dark (phone akak cume 5.0 megapix je ye)... mane ntah letak camera... cesss.....

in graphic:

those very dark sky is where klcc and kl tower supposed to be seen on a very bright nite which simply be everynite la as we r freakin living in the middle of kl... city of lite
those perfectly lit building is a bunch of flat yg seriusly tak sporting... ntah ape2...

did u switch off?

i have all the time in the world....

2009-03-28T00:40:00.000+08:00

tis is crazy man... how did i find a time to write 3 posts a day... even snobbishly had the font changed... truly time consuming tasks... hahahaha... seriesly tiada kehidupan... hmmm... should go back to supplier evaluation... DARN!!!

side incision part I

2009-03-27T22:13:00.000+08:00

i can't imagine how i managed to make a fool out of myself over n over again... thinking too hard not to look incredibly stoopid will surely make u ended up looking like one... ironic ey?... why do i brag 'bout tis anyway...

well there is one stall kat klinik pusrawi jln ipoh yg jual ayam goreng yg bapak sedap... (well to me la, mane tau org lain try kang ckp aku overrated lak) so, with the good repo... the queue has always been a mile long... surprisingly u will get freshly fried chicken everytime (pakcik tu tak bole buat stock due to ongoing cust)... meaning siap goreng jek kena trus serve la...

30 minutes of good standing in line will earned you few pieces of smoking hot fried chicken beautifully placed in a small paper bag... worth it!!! i forgot to mentioned that i was with basit when this incident occured... those early days of our dating phases... the phase where sms and phone call still matter... :)

with the bag of chicken still in my hand, bapak lapa, i just grabbed a piece and stuffed it into my mouth... what a stoopid stoopid thing to do when the chicken was still frickin hot... trying to look sweet n lovely in front of basit, i continue the stunt... biting the chicken while anxiously trying to keep my lips from making any contacts with the chicken... making 'ssssssss' sound all the way....

the worst part is, if u ever want to pull this act (like in case la).. please bear in mind that it will makes your mouth sedikit ternganga which eventually will allowed your saliva to slowly oozed out... the heat from the chicken will only make things worst... somehow it will diluted your saliva and things will get messy hereafter... really messy..

i was like drooling all over the chicken... not only on the one i've picked up but the whole bag ok... sebab aku tadah mulut aku ngan paper bag td... all of this glorious moment was witnessed by basit peacefully (he's still in the jaga hati phase that time)..

heh, harusla dia kate dah kenyang... langsung tak tgk ayam goreng yg lazat tu... RUGI beb...

better behind wheels : basit vs shikin

2009-03-26T18:04:00.000+08:00

being a fact, we can't stand each other way of driving... always there was session of yelling to one another citing how exactly we should do cornering and even shifting a gear... bapak tension... memekak dlm kete which i'm pretty sure a situation you always get caught into...

i have to admit, i'm terribly bad driving a manual.... mcm haram... i create such a noise every time i shifted gear... my father's old proton, uncle's honda and for coz basit's savvy... so when its time to buy a car, i opt for AT la... (i have this idea of all the kewl cars are mostly AT, dreaming of owning one i bought something that resemble a close feeling to drive one of those - hahaha series a lame excuse) in short I CAN'T DRIVE MANUAL LA... but i remember first time i've learnt to drive manual, it was riri who thought me with her white kelisa... thanks riri... you r good teacher tho'...
hence today, getting around in conggested kl was a breeze... tak yah lenguh2 nak shift gear (another lame excuse)... and as i become better with roads and junctions... so is my driving skills... (approved by abah, of course not mak, naja, mamat, ummie, nenek, abo, kawan2 angah and kak linda)... and being offended, basit selalunya tak kasi aku drive... sebab kete aku auto, dia suke main tukar2 gear to get the feeling of driving a manual... mengarut... so we end up yelling at each other all the way...

aku: ' bg signal dulu la br corner'
basit:'dah bg la' (which is a mere second before cornering)

aku: ' jgnla suke tukar gear tibe2'
basit: (shifting with a style from 'D' to '3') 'nak corner kenala tukar gear' (but you're driving auto la saiko)

arghhhhhh..... i know for sure i'm a better driver....

the pathetic transporter

2009-03-26T17:24:00.000+08:00

of late, i had to drive people around a lot... sending my sis to college which is daily, my bro to steven corner (mak tak kasi dia bwk moto, takde lesen), angah to tasik putri (unofficial planner to kipen's wedding) and recent, basit to his workplace (his savvy;s fan broke due to insufficient battery supply). considering betapa panasnya cuaca dewasa ini, i always ended up swearing behind my wheel.... i guess the heat turns us all into a crap driver.... why do you thinks its OK to stay stagnant in the middle of one lane road and yell at me to overtook his car when there was a gigantic bus coming on the opposite way?.... bapak bongok... regardless how gracefully aging and smart the man look, i gave him a good 'WTF' as i passed by (he finally pulled aside).... darn, what have i turned into....

driving during a cold rainy night doesn't be much different btw... ada satu hari tu, 'bout 2 in the morning, basit called and ask to pick him up... since the place is nearby to my house, i gave it a go tho driving alone in the wee hour doesn't sound like a good idea... tp sape nak amek basit pun kan pagi2 buta ni?... jln mase gelap kat parking lot mmg creepy.... all the stuff animal they put on the dashboard mcm hidup jek... so i'm keeping in mind, a teddy bear is sooo not belong on the dashboard, apart from being seriously scarry in the dark, ia juga tempat mengumpul habuk yg efektif.... tak sesuai untuk pernafasan memandu di hari yg panas terik.....

as i frantically pressing the accelerator, tetibe jek ada satu motor tak idup lampu lalu kat depan.... ya allah.... seb baik aku ada skill memandu yg tahap dewa.... why are we the one who always risau nak mampus for the motorcyclist nih... diaorg ada ilmu kebal ke?... nak test power sagat kepala kat bumper kete sgt?.... dah la mase tu ujan... gelap... so sebab takut i only drove 40km/h ok... series slow... hahahaha.... the road doesn't provide much help either....kiri kanan penuh ngan construction site... gelap gilosh.... aku sorang 2 jek kat atas jalan.... gile bapak banyak antu berjalan-jalan (ye ke?... nampak ke?)

aku: 'saya tak nak amek awak la esok, lmbat gile balik... naik cab je la...'

basit: 'keje dah siap... tak yah pegi dah'

cess.....

in graphic: on the way to kajang... amek result spm mamat

persona non grata

2009-03-25T21:58:00.000+08:00

aku baru nak minum teh panas ngan roti gardenia 'toast 'em' raisin... dok kat sofa kale coklat yg bapak selesa... ada 2 pillow ngan fake suede cover and lagi 2 cotton covered yg ada feel of inviting yg maha hebat... based on routine, skang time cite 'nigella feast'... so everything seems to fall in place la kan... syok syok saje... dan dan tu jugak ada org bagi salam.... aku jawab and out of nowhere kat pintu ada 3 orang mamat carik adik aku...

aku: 'abo (adik aku yg third), member kau'
abo: 'owh, masukla... peter, jinggo dan... (aku lupa la nama dia)'

masuk2 jek trus lepak kat sofa aku... wah.... bapak tertekan... amek roti dan sesuke ati cicah kat dalam teh panas.... ces, thats not how you enjoy the bread la beb... malas nak terjebak ngan sesi borak pasal formation of mafia menggelabah, aku blah... with few notes in mind;

nama peter, peter.. pasal rambut dia mcm ariel peter pan.. rambut saje btw, muka out..
jinggo adalah budak keje dbkl yg suke buli bangla, myanmar dan nepal... jahat budak ni..
len kali aku tak moh buat air ngan mkn roti time tgk tv...
peristiwa ini semakin kerap berlaku, take note: i must moved out. fast!!

aku buat note kat fridge: 'esok beli gardenia toast 'em raisin' - sedap....

in graphic: the sofa :)

the odd odd cat

2009-03-24T15:25:00.000+08:00

tis is my cat... i called him ding goo ding or gooding for short... he's an odd odd cat... he doesn't seem to realize that he's... well for a start a feline... he doesn't do any meow or make any attempts to talk like cat... i mean meowing la... dia hanya mengeluarkan sejenis bunyi mcm vibrating.. am i describing tis right?... hahahaha.. i don't know...

he doesn't like fish and only drinks from gayung kaler kuning that cause my mom to buy another gayung kaler purple to avoid conflict with gooding... when he's done with his business in the litter box, he will frantically try to cover the waste by scooping his hand in the air instead of scooping the litter sand... die takut tgn die kene bhn buangan sendiri so die berlakon mengambus just for the sake of mengambus... hampeh...

nway, here's a pic of him in the paper boat my father made, he just sit in and doze off... what an odd odd cat...

don't bother

2009-03-24T14:38:00.000+08:00

the first post always be the most boring one... hence i'm gonna skip this part... heh? told u so...